Walking along the beach has been my favorite past time turned routine for the last many years. Time went blazing past my young adolescent fantasies and replaced them with responsibilities and wisdom,or so I would like to think. However my walking along the beach ritual continued.
I spent a large part of the walk people-watching and trying to imagine their personalities,conjuring their life experiences,building their life stories in the few minutes that I see them and walk past them.Today, I was taking my kids out for a stroll. I wanted them to experience what I did during my walks, hoping it would enrich their creativity, that the televisions and video games were hell bent on destroying. The ice cream shops along the way caught their attention and we took a brief recess from walking to get some ice cream.
As I came out of the ice cream shop, I could not help but notice a string of beggars sitting along the sidewalk. There was perfect symmetry in the way they were sitting. It was very territorial too. They all had a mat strewn on which they sat and a small hollow cylinder which had once housed items from instant noodles to baby food to collect other people’s hard earned money.
I walked towards them trying to make up their stories in my short movie, when I found myself stuck in a writer’s block. I could not make up their characters in my mind. It was as though my elite mind refused to let a dirty beggar inside my script. My thoughts were interrupted as I heard my daughters fighting for each other’s ice creams. Kids! how they always fight for the things they don’t have. As I thought that, I was not sure if it was just the kids who did that.
We crossed the beggars and I saw the person ahead of me drop two pennies in one of the hollow cylinders. The clunking sound was too clear since they were so few and far in between. I was now conscious of the many pairs of eyes looking at me wondering if I was going to follow suit . I shied away from looking at their eyes. As I was about to cross them by and look for new characters to fill my creative canvas, I saw one of the beggars taking a coin from his booty and giving it to the one sitting next to him. He found that he had no need for two coins when his friend had none.
I looked at my little girls fighting over a piece of orange ice cream and could not help feeling small. All of us , wallet hugging folks walking across the beggars refusing to acknowledge their presence seemed tiny in contrast to the perfectly aligned line of beggars . I was not so sure if they deserved to be called that as my writer’s block faded away.
Beautiful.
Simply beautiful.
Excellant, I love ur style of writing, crisp, and straight to the heart, wid no bs
@Harish : Yayyyy! First comment after ages
@Potter Thanks! That is always nice to hear
neatly written post. isnt it the case all the time, how many times have we seen beggars sharing their food with the street dogs when they themselves cannot even afford a full meal, its sad, its hard, but thats how it is. When we have absolutely nothing to lose in life, more so when we have nothing in life we really dont care abt us anymore, and we do literally open our eyes and look at the world around u, and if u do feel that the world around u is struggling, there is no hesitation to immediately start helping ….. thats exactly what u hav written here…….
Now, for the rest of the pack who have something to live in their lives, do we all constantly help d needful ? do we do it each n everytime possible ? for instance, during the recent india trip, on d day of ganesh chaturthi, we were trying to get garlands from a lady, she was lean, wearing torn clothes with a probalby 6 month kid in her lap who is constantly pestering her mom to feed her, and near the shop was a kid who was even younger than shraddha, trying to sell some flowers, i didnt feel anythng, my dad didnt, my BIL didnt, my sis took d kid to a nearby bakery, got him biscutits n stuff, and asked shraddha to pass it on to his mom, and again …..something similar, we went to another temple,…there were so many dogs in d temple, and one of htem has given birth to some puppies,,,and obv all d dogs were so weak…so skinny… again…we all did nothnig ….. it was scorching heat,, my sis went back all d way to d car, got a good day pack which was got for shraddha,,didnt bother 1 bit, whether her kid was hungry or not, emptied d pack feeding d puppies n d dogs………well…
well, why didnt i feel it ? i dont know. Am i not that generous enough to do that, i dono, i dont have an answer. When we do earn so much, these things are nothng, but still i didnt do it. Am i not into charity, being philanthropic,, no i do certain stuff, sponsor a kid, but am i doing it all d time possible….i am not, does that make me look small….well yeah, at those instances it did….. looking at these things,,,,did it change me ? I am not sure whether it did…. we live our life in a hurried manner, with the work n stuff n hand, all that we do is maximum spend 50 dollars here n there for charity, and when i say we, am referring to the majority here…..and even after tis, am i saying my sis is in a different league, no i dont think so, she gets back to uk and continues her life, but she s atleaast a step above me….. its d set of ppl who go out of their league n do things personally ….who live their lives doing things like that….its tat group that would make all of us look small ….. really small
p.s: i donno why i went yapping so much, d major chunk of d comment has nothng to do with ur post, its well written, but reading it just kindled my thoughts n how i live my life myself ….. and i had time to jam it all down today … so u can delete it after u read it